was okay got better by the end of the night showed me why im not a party type i am the one to go to a secluded beach with a very close friend the one that you could tell anything to. the one that has and always will be holding a piece of your heart even when you are 3,000 miles away from home or even half way around the world in a foreign country. these last few weeks have shown me alot. music has been giving me insight. along with movies. the last kiss: i am zach braff and rachel is Jacinda Barrett. it is kinda scary how much we resemble them. my huge fuck up then coming back to her and doing anything possible to get her back. brand new's new cd: have shown me what i have messed up in my life. snow patrol's new cd: just amazing and gives me hope camp and staring at my rags makes me wonder that the people who have tied them really have meant what they have said. or was it just for the time being. the line that gets me in the creed is; i will be be friend to all the foe and friendless. because i want someone to retie it but have yet to find someone to actually be worthy of tying it. this year my goals are endless im not going to describe or explain them but its not an easy year. it will be a year of trial and error it will be a year of new beginnings it will be a year of getting lost in a big city it will be a year of new friends it will be a year of travel it will be a year of new likes and dislikes it will be a year of family time it will be a year of growing personally it will be a year of new direction it will be a year of confidence building it will be a year of CHANGE