i wanna kill myself

i thought about someone all day i miss them i still do i burry my face in my arms in class i want them back yet i dont no one else has made me feel this way now im alone in this room pondering bad thoughts i want to but i dont i hate life i want out im done with school i know im gunna fail my classes so why try i want to have the will the will to success it prob starts at home getting support from parrents it doesnt help when they tell me im dumb and my friends bitching at me for no particular reason now she says shes over me bull fukin shit im not even over you your makin me wanna your making me wanna fukin kill myself thanx thank a bunch you are fukin killing me your deadly words theyre are daggers in my heat i dont wanna speak your name it has been set in vain will be forever till it comes down till::next::time xxx bucky
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bucky.

talk to me.

-mat
[Anonymous]
So, have you done the deed? If not, why waste our time.

Camus came to the conclusion (existentially, of course) that human life was worthless.
[Anonymous]
I wish so badly that i belived u when u say that u wanted me bac even if u not shure i wish i could belive it was even partly true.

Ur so fucking confusing make sence once in a while mabie ill figure u out but right now i can only belive that ur just bullshitting me that this hole thing is bull shit! mabie i shouldent feel that way and i dont want 2 but what am i suposed 2 think!
u confused the fuck out of me w/ this entry dont do that again i miss u 2 fucking much