that i have been on sitD since sophmore year. and now im graduating highschool. kind of scary. wow things have changed so much over those years. -i used to like steph so much but now shes just a friend of mine that i dont really talk to that much i want to but i just tend to ignore her i feel bad -i used to be soo freaking racist and i have almost completly changed and if you think i am still well your wrong -all of us used to be friends and all hang out together now were in like 5 seperate groups but mainly two "drinkers" and "non-drinkers" -i met rachel and she has completly changed my life for the better she alone has made me the person that i want to be. without her i dont know where i would be its scary. -me kamo steph and mat and the whole DWC made me so happy till mat and steph were together broke up together and so on...that split it up. -i miss stephs family because they were always so nice to me and i miss them and her little brother he was so fun to play with. -i miss NICO alot i havent seen her or talked to her in like a year and im sad because we were such good friends but i think she went off to bigger and better things in life and she should because she is soo smart and has a great personality. -i love just summer period because so much happens and its just so fun to write in here what has happened on your day. like last summer i wrote in here like everyday about what happened. it was mostly about rachel but yeah. -she has become my life if you dont see me with her theres normally something wrong because were almost always together. i just cant get enough of her. -i miss camp ALOT too i cant wait for this year because i am going to have my own cabin and my own kids to take care of and have fun with. im so stoked. -i love my friends not the friends that have gone their seperate ways and i dont really talk to but the friends that have been with me for my highschool years i.e. dennis (mainly), my sister, josh, rachel, kamo, bryanna, nicole butt, justin, eddie, greg davis (mainly- friends since 1st day of kindergarten till now end of highschool) , ian, and frank. those are like my really good friends that have been there for me since the beginning. thank you so much. -its kind of scary that so many people have come to be my friend then after a while they get bored and go away. its like a young boy that gets a toy kind of like toy story where andy has had woody his whole life then once he gets buzz he gets rid of it. thats like my weak friends when something new comes around they go and do that. its annoying but its their life and they can make their own decisions. even if they arent the best ones. im just happy with my highschool years they were the best at points (rachel and others) and were the worst at points (being suicidal in sophmore year) but we all have our ups and downs in life but thats just what makes us stronger and happier. thank you to all my true friends thank you for making my highschool years so memorable i really enjoyed them with everyone.