For some reason i can just tell there has been some tension between me and a few people and i cant understand why that is? i am quite puzzled cuz lately i have been really holding backwhith the whole asshole thing. I dont no whats going on unless people are quickly growing away from each other or whast going on. Unless they were never really friends in the first place as to what i am pondering, it is some what becoming more obvious right now "i dont wanna be, i dont be me, be any more " -Type o Negative yeah but i aint sure i thought life would slowly unfold all its paths but instead it slowly encloses you into an area were you can no longer get ytou rself out of that position, just what i am starting to notice. I think i am finally starting take a more mature approach on life, even tho my friends may not notice it, they are all quite blind onlythere eyes letting them see certain things and yet its deceiving them. For only one chooses there destiny. I use to think i was so lost, but i was only as lost as far as my mind would let me be, and i have learned that. As the nights grow black and one can not find its way, one must relie on were true emotions come from... the heart!