were i left off

Listening to: blindside-pitiful
Feeling: alone
man i cant believe im almost done school for ever only 1 more yearv to go after the summer. Good thing summer is hear :D the drunken escapades begin man i cant wait to get paid on thursday then i can buy some more booze and drugs. man my parents are all proud cuz they think im saving my money ive made like almost 600 at dennys so far and all i have in my bank is $20 hope they dont find out and give me the lecture on wasting my money on drugz and booze crap on them. last summer i was trashed like every day almost now it will be every minute thats my goal... hopefully i wont die on overdose of sumthing. like some drug oh yeah im getting speed this summer just cause i want to try it the whole curiosity thing:P or is it just an excuse? man i remember last summer i had so mny crushes it was pretty ghey well obviously not ghey but i just dont like having feelings for some one then doing nothing about it cuz thats what i usually do. This summer i dont plan on anything im just gonna go with time hopefully good things a rise fuck planning things. waste of time! i noticed i have a smoking problem i love weed evern when i have trouble breathing i still smoke i just cant help it its addicting cuz friends always have it its hard to turn down when its for free... i wouldn't be surprised if i get really sick becouse of it. i Need to get a hold of some one soon and chill with them i havent seen them in a while right? Yup its true im gonna phone u one day soon krista one day ^_^
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hmmm.. i know what ya mean about the whole liking someone thang.. i do the same.. but i jus say its gonna blow over anyway so why do anything about it..
spiffy *thumbs up* youre good =)
aw writing is fun. i just wrote one yesterday. which is amazing. cause i havent written in forever cause i couldnt find the words to say how i felt.. amazing.. though i still havent found words for what i really want to say.. oh well ill find 'em later

i added ya as a friend too =)