I wish i was dead alot off the time... Its not exactly the way u think it to be. i would just want to be a ghost to see how people really felt about me wether they just lied to me all the time or whats going on. alot of people just seem to be so FAKE! Then there are always the people full of empty promises( i ill get around to it just takes me longer than others :D) I was all like maybe i should test my theory but no one would get any results cuz i would be dead... enough people prolly would not mind... well fuck them ! i think i might cut my hair again but lots shorter cuz i stll have not gotten a job unless my job application thingy just sucks. but i love my hair its 2 long to cut now :( damn people being bitches about males with long hair... ill make a new one this weekend! that is i need money to buy stuff. who doesnt :P lately ive really been letting my self go i just dont care any more about any thing. and thast the problem but what do i do ? Im kinda really of topic right now i dont no how to feel... mental break down :S " Empty Soul " i just need one fatal blow to the heart, to leave this place and rejoice in solitude for then i will be at peace with ones inner self. To thy heart which for out i bleed the ice cold blood which flows down my stiff torso. My eyes which have withdrawn from this place. my brain which is left with only empty thoughts. My ears grow silent, as my lungs burst out with such wretched pain. For the only thing that has struck my heart is my feelings for u. w0w i dont no were that came from :O i unno i really clueless as to what is occouring with in my thoughts, as i thought this was all over yet not. yet so it is, but yet i long to see yet i hardly ever see u, as yet u only seem so great yet i belive for u only to be a dream as yet i am still confused