Yeah so im, just sick and writting stuff cuz well im broken down in many ways wouldnt be surprised if i were to pass right now. so yeah here is poem or what erv l8ter pplz "breaking down" studdering to share feelings, i lay cold and emotionless. to slowly regain and build back up, i fail and fall further, as my heart has done for you. To see all that you are, sweet and pure as sugar. to feel such pain within, is to have no incolint. To see these pains slowly vanish, as to see you no more. To be seperate i am weak, and closer i grow weaker. To wish my mind away, my pride depleats along with it, for only the strong survive As i slowly walk relm to relm, my mind breaks away, as my heart breaks within. For true pain suffered, always lays within