i was looking back on saras journal,her old one,and its amazing what went on,what i did,even looking back on mine i feel even worse,it was a war between wires,and i was the one who declared it.she has changed so much,and so have i,but things i never imagined sara doing she does.even though she is still depressed.i feel so bad for her,that i added to her stress,and that i meant that much,and now because of my father it wont last,i wont be down in a while,and i hate that,i wanna c her.