10 pounds

Listening to: let it bleed-the used
Feeling: masochistic
ive lost 10 pounds!!!!,i know it seems like nothing,but its everything to me,im soo psyhed that i did it,i was 161 and now im 151,now i wanna go down to 140 in the next month,2 pounds a week is fine with me,that would make me fit by summer,i just wanna wear a bikini in summer time,im soo happy,everytime i get on the scale i say i gained weight ,just so i dont get my hopes up,so when i do loose wieght i feel a lot better,i feel so awsome,it isnt even funnt,actually it is funny ,and this is a major run-on sentence.lol.if i can keep it off,ill be happy,if i can loose more ill be happier,i dont feel like ive lost anything at all though,but maybe its paying off,im gonna start working out longer and harder.
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