i miss eveyone bad. I miss laid-back gulf breeze high school where i was in a group that's popular and i knew everyone and everyone knew us. i was just starting to relax, let my guard down and fall back into my groove, and i leave, i cant ever let my guard down at school or i would get ripped apart so i have to go back to being this big hard ass and that really sucks. I am tryin to find myself, peace inside of me beccause i dont want to be looking for it when im 30. There areso many things thati wouldliketo say but i dont know how. So ill just let it all go. Joanna we met a long time ago and we have had our 'moments' but no matter what you always stuck it out, even when i was too pigheaded to realize that i was in the wrong. You taught me lessons that can only be taught by a best-friend, and for that i will be forever thankful to you. Cat we had a few bumps too but i always bitched out and apologized. You and your mom didn't just give me a place to stay you both opened up your hearts to me and gave me your love, and understanding. I will miss chasing you and courtney around the house with that damn thing that made that funny noise when you swang it around your head and hurt like hell when you got hit by it. We had so many good times, i hope there are many more down the road. Courtney, damn girl where do i start?!?! You are the only person that i know that is as loud as me. I miss getting high fives and having my hand sting for thirty minutes after that, until i see you again and it starts all over lol. You were a very good listener, you have a big mouth and an even bigger heart, you have a lot going for you, you just have to go chase it. andone more thing never forget whats important to you dont ever let anybody falter you from your path. Tia you are a crazy, moody ass but that's why i love ya. What can i say Volleyball was a blast with you, we had some good times especially with little shit, by the way how is that dog doing? Hahaha ill never forget when you took me to the bank to get my money, or the time me you jo and ben got high as fuck and went to pockets. you have a strive in you that will take you far. i wish you the best and i only hope that i can see you before you go away to school. Next is Buddah bitches! Steph what is there to say about you, no im kidding do you have your nipples pierced yet? ha ha ha. How goes smore making are you still making her spurt? damn its hard to type with a cigerette in my hand. anytime i hear anything about flexorals i just laugh and think about you. I could always talk to you about anything, even though we were never really like best friends. i'll never forget going to your house with courtney and getting ready to jump in through your window, or dying your hair, or NO SNEAKING!!!! LMAO. I love you all because your all different, and you all have something to offer to 'the group' anyone thats around either one of you benefits from just being in your presence. as korny as that sounds. Getting to know you all has been an utter honor, and i owe all of you in different ways. And i respect the people that you are and i know that even though im not there you are all going to be fine i know that i shouldnt worry about any of you, because, well because you have eachother. I dont know where i would be at in my life if i hadn't of met you all,but you have all brightened my life and left mewith fond memories i will not soon forget. I really do love each and everyone of you. and i wish you all the best. Love Krist "Caveman" Koester Long live BEANDILLA!!!!