Guys let me tell you how good it feels to be home. I love you all so much. it is way to weird without everyone together, i hate it. I hate having to split my time with the people who ive always been chillin with TOGETHER!! Its fucked up how people change when you turn around. I blink and people who would always have eachothers backs always no questions asked dont even talk, they want to beat the fuck out of eachother and trust me the feeling is mutual on both fronts! I dont care what anybody thinks about this post because i still love each and every one of you but i just had to get this off of my mind. i feel like bawling!! reallyi just dont understand, probably because i got ripped away from everyone, EVERYONE! and i will never tke friendships for granted again EVER!!!!!!!!! I spend time with my family now and i think back and a lot of the memories are of us fighting dude of me yelling its just not right, i will never fight with my family again not with my brothers and sisters. i have to run later