T-dawg man thats deep, thanks gurl. I'm done wit my dad dawgs he is really a prick he just doesnt hit anymore. Ive been talking to my mom and i talked to dad and hes buying my bus ticket for when i move back. Which will be whenever i get ahold of my mom and she wants to let me back. But im telling you all im going to need your help i now know that whether my mom over-reacted or not i shouldn't have treated her the way that i did. YOu know i realized that her whole life, her WHOLE lifeis about my and kyle and kayla. And after living wit my dad and how hejust isnt a dad, hes coolo asfuck but hes not a dad. If i wanted to party all thetime i would stay here butidont i want to go to college. im just asking you all not to let me forget what i have and how good i have it, money or not, love is love. and man im gonna quit smoking andshit again but its gonna be hard as fuck. i want to be somebody and i cant be shit here. not with a parent who is more worried about telling him when im buying weed then about my grades. Kenney is getting me a bus ticket for christmas so Yeah! i love you all and i will be with you soon. Much love. One, Kristi