I'm bored. Not for a lack of things to do, but a lack of desire to be doing any of those things. Being a senior is stressfull. I will graduate in December, but I'm not quite ready for it. I have so many things to do for classes, plus I'm swamped with running my business, and I haven't even prepared for what I'm going to do once I graduate. I have a few job ideas, but I need to get my resume and portfolio prepared and apply for them. Then there's the question of where I'm going to live when I get out of here (and how I'm going to pay for it). Living on my own will be expensive, but there are very few people I would choose to live with and I'm not excited about going back to being around my parents all the time. I'm sure it will all work out, but right now I feel kind of awkward about it. At the moment, I'm fighting being lonely and slightly depressed. I always get this way on Sunday evenings. I had such a wonderful weekend with Travis, but it's a real downer when it ends and I've got another week by myself ahead of me. I really need to start Christmas shopping so I don't have to deal with the "after-Thanksgiving" crowds. I have no ideas of what to do for people this year. *sigh* This is why Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday: it's much less stressfull. There's lots of good food, family, football, and you don't have to worry about gifts. Okay, loneliness is really starting to kick in. Is a simple IM to say goodnight and sweet dreams too much to ask? Apparently I'm just emotionally needy. This is why it's bad for me to be alone. Anyway, I have an appointment with my bed, so goodnight.