I heard back from DriveSavers today. They weren't able to save anything from my old hard drive. Basically, every photograph I shot in the past 2 years (with the exception of portraits done between Dec. 2004 and July 2005) are gone. And this is the semester I have to do my portfolio and my senior show. I won't be able to include anything from Mid-Program Assesment (which went awesome) and I'm going to have to recreate my business cards, brochures, pricelists, order forms, etc. We are talking weeks worth of work. I either wish someone would shoot me, or that I could just walk away and never look back. I should at least be able to cry about this, but I'm too hollow to. This sucks. I need that state of mind back where everything's gonna be okay. Maybe I only had that because the disaster wasn't final yet. Now it is. All I can do is try to start over. But now I'm not sure if it's even worth it.