It has been an interesting couple of days for me, and I really think things are going to be better. I have decided to end the school year on good terms with my parents. I have realized that for things to get better with them I need to stop rubbing my lifestyle in their faces. I really do want to change for the better, but I do not want to compromise my beliefs. I know if i compromise what I believe in I will forget who I am. Since I am living under their roof and they do do so much for me, I want a good relationship with them. I really need to work on a relationship with my dad. It is beginning to be pretty bad and I am beginning to dislike him when he used to be my favorite person. I also have a huge problem with being jealous of my little sister though, it is very clear that she is the favored one. I am getting really bored with my life right now and it seems like I am doing the same things over and over. I am so looking forward to the school year ending. Prom is next week and I am quite happy about that! magnum