Yesterday I had a dentist appointment which went okay, I need a mouth gaurd for the night because I grind my teeth. I have been grinding my teeth since I was really little and its starting to get bad. Anyways last night Cece invited Mom, Bitty, and Bitty's friend Christina up to her apartment for dinner and a movie. I wanted to stay the night with her because Marty was camping and she would be alone, but mom wouldn't let me because Cece smokes pot. I smoke too but my mom doesn't know I do anymore. So now Mom is taking away Cece, what next?? So today peter and I went for a motorcycle ride and I had a blast, we went to the beach and smoked some green. Tonight my mom wouldn't let me go out, for no reason. I am tired of working my ass off everyday for her. 1. I don't get paid for anything I do. 2. Sometimes I am not allowed to go anything. 3. I am not appriciated. It kills me that she think I never do anything. Today she made me vacuum,scrub the floors and be her full time bitch. Its really hard for me to not go off on her sometimes!! Anyways I think I am going to sneak out tonight and go up to Orono!!! later and peace and Love! -Maggie