AAAAHHHHHHHHH, god. I have not written in so long, the reason is a got a myspace. It really takes over your life, but sitdiary is so much better. Cece really is just pissing me off, and I don't think things are the same with us. She no longer wants to hang out with me, just like the rest of them. I am starting to feel really alone, I know I am not alone, but I feel it. My life always seems to go okay and then it starts falling apart. I get so upset when people act like they don't care about me, and that has happened a lot to me. I am so ready to just pack my bags and get the hell out of this shit town and never look back. I hate it all.