I dont know what aloof means but its what I am. ha. kay so Clint recorded me a song. He has an amazing voive. The lyrics though. Im not sure if he means them or it was just a random song he chose. -shrug- . well anyways my life is currently on hold while I try and figure everything out. All these boys that used to be in my life are making a come back and all theses boys that I though would never be in my life are are coming. this boy nicholas who I used to have feelings for just started talking to me again out of the blue which is weird because out of no where he wants me to hang. But we go to different schools so we dont see eachother often. But ya see the schools are like down the street from eachother so he wants me to ditch school and chill with him. I dont know if I should. Im not exactly sure how I feel about him at this point and Im not sure if I want to find out if I still like him. Im better off just wondering because I doubt that anything will even happen between us. I dont know. and then theres evan which I dont think I could ever marry him. dont ask. but like hes been all over me and such lately and its sort of akward and me and the other boy that Im not going to name. Well we will just call him Bear. So Bear and I have been talking a lot lately but I guess we are just friends. He gives good advice. But nowthere is this other guy Clint. He recorded a song for me and its soooo cute. I love it. But Im not sure what to do about him either. I dont think I like him though. ahh. someone give me advice. anyways Im failing language art but I switched out of this other class. I should actually be doing homework. but I dont want to do it. so Im not going to. I will copy later. But okay so things are weird lately. Just everything around my friends has been akward and Im not sure why. One of my friends is paretns is getting a divorce and everyones attencion is on her at the moment but thatws not why its weird but idk I just had to add that. ahh well Im going to take a shower. later. aim alishasetsfire