I've never; Been in Love. Had a Real Best Friend. Had a parent who actually cared. Had sex. Told someone I loved them and meant it. wanted to die as much as I do rightnow. Lied nearly as much as people think. Done any drugs as bad as marajuana and alcohol. (yea I didn't know alcohol was considered a drung until a couple days ago) Hated someone so much that I just want to punch them in the cunt.. until this morning. Used the word 'cunt' until just now. Had a bloody nose. Been to New York. Met someone and became friends with them over the computer. Been afraid of someone hating me for the decisions I make. Really cared what people think of me. Gotten so many F's in my life before this progress report. let anyone read my poetry. Jumped off a cliff into the water. Been so frustrated. Painted my nails black. Stuffed my bra. Sent a naked picture of myself to someone. Held hands with someone without them being all sweaty. Kissed someone and it just took my breath away. Okay that last one was a lie. Butt it was a really long kiss. Missed someone so much it hurt. Until Nick. I shouldn't even put those..huh? The ones that I right"until..." Well I don't care. I've never broken a bone. Broken someone elses bone. Gotten stiches. Spread a rumor. Talked behind a friend's back. Claimed to be something I'm not. Actually picked a religion. Been narrow-minded about something. Okay yea I have, but not big things. Been so desperate to get high/drunk that I lie and steal for it. Been in my school cafateria. Liked Jenna Russel. Started a book and not finished it. Burned a Bible. Read the whole Bible. Had a broken heart. and will never smoke dope. Been to a Rave. Worn a water bra. tried surfing before. wanted to get expelled until now. Been suspended. Dropped in on a half pipe. Been in the hospital. said something that I've never done to cover up the fact that I've actually done that just because it wasn't 'cool' or the 'right' thing to do. and will never finish this.