My thoughts are everywhere and no where at the same tme. Im thinking about serious stuff and then stuff that desnt even matter popss up into my head. today was a really bad day. Not just a "I got an F on my test" bad day but a serisouly bad day. I found out that two of my friends are currently in ICU. One got into a car accident the other..they dont know whats wrong. Their heart just flipped out. Im so scared I love both of them to death and both have amazing familys. And then one of my other friends got arrested the other day for a right at school. Its bologna. Either she has two days in juvie or community survice. It stinks. She won the fight though and is only getting suspended for three days and the other chick is suspended for a week. Because she started it. And boys are stupid. Nothing new there though right. NOt all but a lot of them. So Im drinking hot chocolate and eating chicken wings. Odd match right. Oh and yesturday I was a friends house and her step dad put mistlete all over the place and one of my friends Robert kissed me. Quite strange. But sweet. But everyone at school is like fighting over nothing and it rained a lot today and I was soaked. I hate the rain. My cousin came up but I didnt get to see her becauase she is lame and left before I got home from school. Oh and how could I forget the lock down. We h ad a lock down at out school which never happens because we are in the middle of no where right but there is a prison by us but not that close. NO one got hurt though and our class justed finished watching a movie. The Patriot. thats a sad movie. and i got a candy cane gram from a "secret admirer" probably just one of my firends though.My mind is everywhere though I dont know what to think or how to feel. My friend Cory calls me scatter brain because I talk about everything at once like I could be like oh pe was fun and then my favorite lotion is sweet pea. Its actually funnie but I have to go. My friends brother thats in ICU is calling so peace.