So today I got a message on myspace from my cousin right and she pointed something out to me that I didnt quite recognize that I was doing but now I realize it. I am changing. It might not be for the better but its who I am I guess. Some things will change. People change but thats life and frankly I dont like mine right now so Im going to change it. Im not changing my beliefs, just what I have growm accostomed to over all these years. I cant help it. I dont want to do what everyone else is doing. Thats my main problem. Ive been independent all these years and Ive done my own thing and been my own person and I dont want to change that. I really dont want to but sooner or later people are goign to get to me. I know Im strong enough to faze out all the really bad stuff but small things that Im doing I know arent me what so ever. Like for instance my pictures on myspace. I guss I just like the attention I get from that but thats as far as Im going to go with this attention thing. Im not my sister and Im not going to do stupid stuff to get attenton. I wont go that far. Im not the kin of girl that needs all this attention from people. Seriously. So Im over it. But today was actually a really good day. I had funn. and I cant wait till this weekend :D