and you just wade through it until its over. until next time. kinda like your period. im beginning to just let things go.like being grown up. or as close to being grown up as one can be. today was highly uneventful,but pleasent. and im pretty fucked up. i have work tomorrow.on my usual day off. and im pretty sleepy. i wish tara could be home.like all the time,like go to school here. but that would be pretty selfish.like the other situation that isnt really a situation anymore. im hot.but im not gonna ask to have the window open.because basically. thats it. phish food would be pretty good right now.