rys in idaho. i cry every night but i realize now. im a stronger person because of him. and i appriciate him for that. jaime and allen went down the hill,and i hope are getting it on. ryan comes home in thirty days.i miss everything about him. everything.... jaimes sleeping over. we were watching the big lebowski. taras gone.i miss her eventhough i didnt get too many chances to see her all summer. katy dorky and i are going labor day weekend. 8 minutes theyve been gone! but theyre back and didnt even kiss. im gonna have to work harder.