One more thing I'm addicted to... Celibacy leads me to "have a crush on every boy." Celibacy is such an ugly looking and sounding word. I considered ringing EIGHT PEOPLE for a booty-call today. And all of them, except for Cory, would have said yes. It's almost been two months though. I'm pretty proud. Despite what Nina said, it's going to be even more difficult with each month. The first month definitely was NOT the hardest. I have bruises EVERYWHERE. Stupid steep-ass stairs with no railing. I seriously am more inclined to have sex sober than drunk. It definitely hits me harder. FUCKING STUPID ASS SKANKS (meaning myself, of course).