Listening to: Animal Collective
Feeling: abnormal
Stupid dreams. Srsly. Yes, I'm going to tell you about it because it's so royally fucked up.
(side note-since i already have a terrible time remembering reality, recounting the events of my dream was even more difficult. so it's not a perfect portrayal of the actual dream..)
I'll set up last night's scene for you before I dive into the dream, itself:
I finally passed out next to Andrew after yet another night of drunken debauchery... and am slipping into dreamland.. la la la la ok dreaming...
So we, Andrew and I, are like frolicking through this distorted Chalet-like setting, but it's only us instead of all of our family. Then we're like in Chicago and in a relationship. Veird, I know. Then there's like more frolicking of sorts, but then I'm wandering through the loop campus by myself. Not to worry, it's during the day and all the people are scurrying about doing their daily things.
THEN, I run into fucking Cory and his gang of degenerates. We both like wince and then I scurry away. I believe we run into each other a couple more times (sorries, I don't have perfect dream recollection). THEN, we like hang out (cory and i) and then I'm with Andrew in a bed and then frolicking about the town with him and run into Cory. Cory's like "pfft, of course.." blah blah
So then like... I'm hanging out with Cory again and he's telling me that he wants to get back together [(!!!!) absolutely crazy, i know]. I'm like,
"aren't you with that one chick?.. paige?"
and at the same time he says "aly"
and i'm like "what? when did that happen"
And he says something along the lines of, "well, paige was awhile ago but i've been kinda serious with this aly chick."
and i say something like, "did you tell her you loved her"
and he says, "once, but i didn't mean it. love is too powerful of a word and i haven't experienced it yet."
Then I'm PISSED because all that time I had thought we were deeply in love and so I question him about that, but i don't really remember it.. but he was basically like,
"ugh.. well, i dk."
Anywayy, so he still wants to get back together because seeing me again made him fall for me. again. But i'm with Andrew, but I love Cory and am definitely considering it. So then like Andrew witnesses us having a similar conversation and is upset because he thought we had something special and i was like
"it is, but i love cory."
and then i remember feeling like a huge bitch and extremely awkward during the end of the dream.
And then I wake up, shift, and see Andrew passed out next to me in my shorts.
Then I remember Cory wants nothing to do with me.
Then, later that morning, I give Andrew a "thumbs up" as he leaves... because we are soo above the typical handshake/hug/kiss farewell.
To summarize, my reality and dreamland are FUCKED. UP.
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