Something's wrong. Actually, I'm just wrong. Pills or no pills, I'm just fucking wrong. I look to Cory for help but shouldn't. I shouldn't have to and I just shouldn't bother him. Something needs to happen. School is just so boring. Life is just so boring right now. No wonder people turn to drugs. I just want to know what's wrong with me and the cure. Why is it so hard to find the cure for things? I need some mad uppers.

I need something.