I didn't go to any classes today. Something's not right. I'm hoping it's just because I'm getting my period soon. I don't know. Lolla's lineup is pretty great. I should have just got the $60 tickets when I had the chance... but I promised Alexandra I wouldn't miss even ONE day of Chalet this year. Oh well, I need to save bread anyway. I forgot how much I love kiwis. Thanks gma! I'm trying to use up the remanents of my cereal and ended up with this COLOSSAL bowl of cereal. I'm so full. This was like over two hours ago. haha I still feel like something is missing. I can't put my finger on it. I thought it was Cory, but it isn't. Even when we hung out I still felt it. Maybe it's just love. I'm missing love? I don't know. It's weird not loving Cory in the same manner anymore. Of course, I'll always love him, but now I'm not IN love with him. Weird, I know. I didn't think it was possible. Maybe I just need to start sleeping with random people. Haha, I don't know if I could ever sleep with a stranger. It's kinda like the numbness I felt while on Lexapro. It was either static or low. I need some excitement. It's gray and boring. Everything's gray.