It lead me to patch things up with a certain someone. However sick and twisted it was... it helped. Unfortunately, that's all it can help. I wish I could control my grandpa's, aunt's, ...everyone's health. Like snap my fingers and voila! No more cancer. hmfmsmdfmsdfjhglkfg poopoo Ermm, well, I get to see my mom in 26 hours! Aging is so depressing. The people you love, count on, care for are closer and closer to dying. FUCK YOU BEHBY JESUS