afraid to fly

i can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and i don't understand all the things you've seen but i'm slipping in between you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and your restless, and i'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? i didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cause your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that you're alone and i'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live i had these dreams that i learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that i could take you there but damnit you're so young well i don't think i care and if i hurt you then i'm sorry please don't think that this was easy then you bring me home cause we both know what it's like to be alone and i'm dreaming in your living room but we don't have and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because i can spell confusion with a k and I like it it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star i'm not your star isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes and live with what i did to you and all the hell I put you through i always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard to dream spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and i said did you know i missed you? oh god i miss you. someday i'll be able to walk by you. just not today.
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did you write that, or is it a song? whatever it is, i really like it. i like your diary colors/layout, too.
[Anonymous]
wow, you have alot of stuff on your mind, your words speak to me alot, they give me chills-its really great i love it
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