i cant breathe with these words in my mouth but im not going to say them.. yeah, ive made that mistake before. and you would think i'd feel better for it. but the sadness just sleeps and it stays in my spine.. for the rest of my life. and i've learned. and youd think id be something more now. but it just goes to show, it is not what you know.. its what you were thinking at the time. it just hurts so much sometimes. of course youre going to love some people and never let go of the past. the memories are what kill you. when you actually have something to hold on to.. something thats keeping you tied back to the past. can you ever fully move on from some things or some peple? or do you just learn to live without them..