Im soo tired. Not physically tired, i could easily run a few laps of whatever. But mentally tired. And emotionally tired. Anyways, im sick of having to listen to my mother's stories about work, i dont care, i never cared, i never will care, i dont drown her in stories of my life, why does she wish to do that to me?? Im sick of my school teachers, 5 of them added on my report card that my school work has been affected due to either injury or one of my many illnesses that i got the worst of at some point last semester. Im sick of having to be nice to everyone, sometimes i just wanna slap half the girls at my school, evn for the stupidest of things, like running aorund with a blindfold on. Im sick of people i used to call my best friends in primary school thinking that theyre either too intelligent to waste their time on someone unintelligent like me (GET IT THU... JUST BECAUSE YOUR A BLOODY SMART-ARSE NATURAL BRAIN GIRL DOSENT MAKE YOU SUPERIOR TO ME) or because theyre much prettier than me and are inredibly popular (GET IT MARIA... JUST BECAUSE YOUVE LOST A HELL OF A LOT OF WEIGHT AND ARE SOO DAMN PRETTY DOSENT MAKE YOU BETTER THAN ME, YOUR GREASING ME OFF THE WAY YOU SAID ONLY SHALLOW PEOPLE DID WHEN YOU AHD YOUR WEIGHT PROBLEM, YEP, WHEN I WAS THERE) in Eily's opinion that makes me a hell of alot superior to them, but still, why become soo bitchy towards someone for no apparent reason??