I love that he thinks I'm amazing for just being me. It's the first time in ages I've felt this wonderful. Haven't been sleeping much lately. I'm sure this will catch up to me soon but I'm not worried. Long hours I spend thinking are worth the loss of sleep. It's so much easier to think clearly late at night. Watched I Heart Huckabees about an hour ago. Splendid movie. Really very clever. Makes you wonder what you're really here for, even though that's not its intention. I need new hair. It's getting rather drab. I'm thinking of chopping it up. I like where this is headed.