I did it. Yet another heart crushed. I feel terrible. But there was nothing I could do. I can't be with someone like that. I can't be with anyone. I need time alone...time to figure myself out. It's too early to let another one in without being alright with myself. I might never be alright with myself. I dunno. Maybe. I found it so hard to believe that you loved me for me, did I take it for granted? That's all I know how to do. What is wrong with me? My heart is made of Ice and stone. I will always be alone. So time will tell, won't it? Maybe my past won't haunt me so much in a few months or even years. All I know is that I can't bring another unsuspecting victim into my downward spiral. They deserve at least that much from me. Not these broken promises and plastic smiles. I need concrete and stabilty in my life before I invite someone else in to repair my broken heart. So that's what I'll do. Spend time alone and heal myself. That's all I can do. ...I guess that's how this one's gonna go. I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim All hail the heartbreaker!!!