Dive in darling.....the water's fine. Just breathe In out In out Here I go.... Whenever he's around my mind turns into a mix of bile and adrenaline. Just a conglomeration of what I want and what I should want. Tomorrow will be exciting. I can feel it in my bones. The rain on my window pane is soothing and joyous. It sings of wonderful experiences and fresh beginnings. It giggles and dribbles as it whispers softly in my ear: You'll be fine, dear. You'll be fine. I sure hope it's right. But who can question rain?