Listening to: none
Feeling: alright
MUCH LOVE CAITLYN!
Woo. Got lots to catch up on. Okay, so Sunday I flew back to New York from California *tear*
That's basically what happened that day.
Yesterday, I had serious jet lag...like, I was falling asleep in science class. this dude's voice is so relaxing, he's colombian. So of course that's not gonna help. Then, later that night, my so called boyfriend broke up with me! over the internet!! Ass holio. Apparantly he still was thinking of another girl. But the strange thing is I checked his profile after he signed off. Before under marital stats, it said "hopefully jenna". Now it currently says (keep in mind this change occured on the night we broke up) "SYLVIA!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I tell no lies. He thought that by saying he loved me, he would fake himself into believing he did and get over the other girl . APparently not since he's DATING her now. He's a fucking miracle worker, starting and ending a relationship all in one hour. He's magical.
I'm so over him. It only lasted a month anyway, and plus it's only a stupid high school relationship it wasn't going to last long anyway. Plus PLUS he was my age. so that wouldn't help much either.
Today, i just felt a bit crappy. Jet lag keeps bothering me and it didn't hit me that we broke up until today. so i was really fucking pissed through out the day and eventually cracked at the end of the day
BUT i'm okay. For i'm completely over him and quite comfortable being single again. I'm glad i went through that mistake and learned from it. that's all i can do because no one can prepare you for a relationship but yourself. You can't expect things to happen so quickly, i guess that's what also killed us. Oh well. There's more to come out of that.
I shall be on my merry way now. I need a nap and I need to..........yeah. Nap. Toodle-ooo
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