FINALLY the site let me log in. Jesus christ, its been awhile. I honestly couldn't tell you what happened in these past two weeks because quite frankly, i dont remember. But i'll try. You know those exams i took wed, thurs, and fri? i found out that i passed one of them from reliable sources. (my math teacher ;D) I hung out with two of my friends from middle school: paul and lillian. Lillian likes paul. a lot. Paul is a stud-like colombian pimp. That day, she was supposed to kiss him. And of course, me being her best friend ever, went to a corner store, the chip shop restaurant, and bagel world, only to find that the chick never even kissed the dude!! So much for that. but i got a lollypop, three air heads, and an empty bladder out of it. Not very rewarding. Nothing special has been going on after that. I've been biding my time... Indulging in birthday cake ice cream to murder sorrow.....it doesn't work ;D so thats my life. SO today, i flee to delaware to go to my aunt's beach house. I know what you're thinking. DELAWARE? wtf is so special about delaware? well i can't answer that. go to rehobeth beach and find out for yourself :P I'm sure you dont want to hear anymore love/chris issues so i'll just leave it as simple as this: the dude is afraid of hurting the people he cares about due to endless thinking about serious issues i have no clue about, so hes gonna go be by himself for awhile. he concurred that we should be 'just friends' until he feels like he won't hurt anyone. Sure man, do what you have to do. i just wish i knew wth was going on thats all. so now, i'm afraid that hes gonna go turning suicidal on me again. I know what youre thinking. GIVE THE DUDE UP ALREADY! GEEZZZZ! (its not THAT easy. Think about my love conditions. Yeah. Uh huh. not so easy as you thought eh?) So bite me. i can't . oh well. not that its important or anything..but you'll sure as hell hear when he comes back ;D but i wont be able to update until..sunday or monday. bear life w/o me. i know. its hard. SUCK IT UP ;D <3333 i shall return when i do. G'day muh lovelies!!!!!!!! <3