I have returned from Lewes, Delaware: the place where the only means of communication are by phone, walking, and cell phone. Mind you, having a low battery with crappy service is no fun. BUT it was worth it. I've never really had a ginormous family..no brothers or sisters to pick on or be picked on by, few cousins, few aunts, etc. Even though i wouldn't want to change my family for the world, it would be interesting to experience it. But my three cousins, who are brothers and sisters, are like the siblings i never had. They're so fun-loving and the fact that they're younger (2 out of the three) makes it even more fun ;P The third one has A.D.D. and something else that i cant think of. But she's cool anyway. . . she's a spaz-a-licious one. Its been my tradition to go there since..i was a baby. So my summer's not complete until i go to Lewes Delaware. =D its fun to get away from everything... So here i am back in new york and i remember now what it feels like to breathe dirty, recycled air instead of ocean air. .. its quite disgusting..but..its home. second home anyway.. But...i ...eh i dunno. feel..weird? like. i dunno. i can't explain it...oh well. 10 27 and still dysfunctional. great. im gonna go think for awhile and...pull myself together possibly. Farewell for now !! <333