Last night was pretty crazy. We rented this hotel room that was pretty nice, and not that expensive, and i brought all my stuff there, like change of clothes, pjs, toothbrush, etc. At 8:30 we went to dinner, there were like 20 people there. I got Mandy a CD of this horrible band she really loves. Anyways, afterwards we went to this club that supposedly cards EVERYBODY, but we got on the guest list, cause her two cousins were there and they know the DJ or something. They were pretty hot actually. So we got in and it was pretty cool. So i danced and stuff. I barely even drank (yes i know my mood is hungover, but that's cause i drank a bunch later), so that was good, so anyways I started dancing with this guy, who was like Super Hot, and it was ok, and eventually he tried to kiss me, and I didn't particularly want to, because i mean i didn't even know his name, and I never thought of myself as being one of those girls, who just kiss whoever. I mean so far i'd only kissed two guys, and i mean it didn't mean nothing to me. But Anyhow i let him kiss me, only because he was so hot. It was THE most horrible kiss i have ever had. It was awful. It like, hurt. He like bit my lip and it was just.. crazy terrible. I actually let him kiss me for a few minutes before i couldn't take it anymore, and i just left. It made me appreciate how Jamie (the guy i kissed last saturday), was such a great kisser. I mean i had like almost no experience, so i didn't know what to compare it to, but now, i know. I mean kissing Jamie was so fun and great, and he wasn't all grabbing me and reaching into my pants and shit. It was just... nice. Not that I have any feelings for him or anything, it was just fun kissing him. And i'm actually gonna see him again tonight i think. Cause I'm gonna be hanging out with his friends, and he's probably gonna be there. So i'm prepared for extreme awkwardness. But like i mean it was great making out with him and all, but i don't wanna do it again, because I don't want it to become a thing, u know? Like a thing we do... yes that makes sense Lina. I mean i wouldn't actually become his girlfriend or anything, but i also don't want to have like, a makeout thing going on with him. God I need a boyfriend. That way I wouldn't have go fo through all this. Last night i was thinking about how much i want one. Lately i've been saying i don't want a boyfriend, and i just wanna date around or whatever, but... Imagine how wonderful it must be to just have someone that just cares so much about you and is just always there, that'll like, hold you when you're feeling bad, and.. i don't know do boyfriendy stuff. Oh I don't know I just think it'd be nice. Anyways, there was more that happened last night, but nothing too interesting, and i actually haven't slept all night, so now I'm getting pretty tired, and yeah i'm not really in the mood for going into detail. Oh, yes... Here's a fun fact: The first guy i kissed was born on June 21 - gemini The Second guy - Jamie - birthday June 18-gemini You know how Freud or someone said that girls look for a mate that's just like there dad? I don't actually believe that, but my dad's birthday is June 15 - Another Gemini. Also, i think that the one guy i really look up to is my big brother, also a gemini... June 19. Ok this one is silly... But growing up i swear to God i was seriously obsessed with Garfield. He was like my hero. You know when his birthday is? June 19. Yep- Gemini... Coincidence? I think not. ... What do you think?