I am walking on clouds. Today could have been sheity but it was great, thanks to Bobby. Well first of all my last class of the day got cancelled so I was SO happy. And also if it weren't for that, the Bobby thing never would have happened. Ok well I was just sitting in the usual place we hang out, talking to this guy, and then Bobby showed up, and said hi to the guy i was with, and then, he looked at me, and smiled, and waved, and I waved, and it was a perfect moment. So then he left, and I watched him walk away, and I could feel myself getting all red... Which has never happened to me before. After that I was frozen for about two minutes. My friend had to snap me out of it. Ok so i know i keep saying this, but this guy... he's so different from every other guy. It's almost as though... he's Not an asshole! Oh, but wait. He is. The other day I found out he has a girlfriend. Why must this happen to me? Not that it changes much. I'm still going after him, I like him So Much. The girlfriend doesn't go to my school, so... yeah. I was telling my friend that I like him the other day. And she said that she thinks i can do better. People tell me that sort of thing alot when I like a guy. But I never actually get the guy, so clearly, I can't. But what if I don't wanna do better, I just want to do... him. Ok no i don't want to do him, well, at least not at the moment. Oh God! Why am i making my stupid life so complicated? All i'm saying is, I have a crush on Bobby. And that's that, isn't it?