today was kinda good... and very.. i dont know uh weird.. at lunch after we were done eating, 5 of my friends including me which now is 6, played truth and dare, spin the bottle style..lol skylar spinned the bottle first, and it landed on me....greeeat... now he said, "truth or dare?" i said... "Dare" and he was thinking and thinkin.... then POP goes the IDEA.. lol the dare he said was,"you have to give jordan a peck on the cheek." of course my mouth dropped open.. and i was all nervous and kabdfjbjcgur.. yea that was how i was feeling at the moment... mean comeon! i get to kiss the guy i like! thats awesome! i wanted to do it but then again i didnt.. i didnt know i was all mvncxjbgjseugdfjxjhfx.. so after school i was coming outside, and saw maria and angela, they said," YOUR GOING TO DO IT! KISS HIM!", then i got outside and i saw tessa.she was also there when skylar dared me, anyway she came running to me saying, "YOU ARE GOING TO DO IT!" i was all nervous... and then after i had a little pulling and pushing... and well lets just put it , i didnt do it.... i wanted to sooo bad ...but i didnt wat a retard i am! SO i had to go b/c my dad was over there... and i told tessa I PROMISE i will do it on monday! and i went home... i felt so stupid... i was thinking, "y didnt i do it, why didnt i kiss him??" that was my day and wish me luck on monday b/c i am going to do the dare... ...and i have to go eat so i'll update later