ok so i broke my promise.. i'm sorry like x293718263816247365 times.. really.. i;ve been busy with so many things and i feel bad now. me is sorry. yes...that i am. soo i shall start off with my day: i went to work.. whooptidoo. no. i hate working...hate.it. baaad. customers also get on my nerves.. these old people come in and they never leave me alone. saying "HIII" "how are yoou" ok the old guy barely leaves me alone. keeps asking me questions.. its annoying. ok so my week wasnt too bad.. its ok i guess. i found out some stuff that almost made me cry.. yes there ARE lieing (sp?) cheating, people who take pity upon others. and i want to die. if people are gonna be that why towards you then why live... ok so i'm directing that thing towards me.. not you guys.. i dont want you to die..promise. i looove you all. there are reasons why i wont tell you why i'm saying all this. because some things arent meant to say on the internet. yes thats why. my parents are bums. they blame me.well my dad. blames me for not going to work one day.. i hated that.. saying "oh because you didnt come we only made $300. its all over now. the buisness is over" I HATE HIM! its not my fault they only made 300 fucking dollars!.. i'm not going out on the streets and yelling "hey people come and buy stuff from our store!" just to get people in our store. gah. ok so i shall go you now know what has happened.. i updated you with a lot of everything that has happened so yea..i'll update hopefully soon. promise. i just need sam for that lol. love you all ♥