ok so i do admit that i love him.. more than anything and anyone. but..its making it harder.. because.. he doesnt love me back...at all.. he still loves her.. so much... and well.. yeah.. it makes it harder because seeing him sad about his issue makes me even more sad.. i want to let him go.. a lot of people said that.. but i just can't figure out a way... i want him happy with no worries, no sadness coming in his path..just a good life.. i want to just forget trying..because its never going to happen. its tearing me up and i hate it..a lot of people have said i've changed.. i realize i have changed...i'm not who i used to be, who i'm supposed to be, who i should be. --------------------- Can you hear me now? woooah woooah i'm on the other end of the telephone, look at me now. am i speaking clear enough, can you scream it now? wooah wooah, i'm on the other end of the radio, tune it in, now sing along, you'll be the biggest fan we have -Blinded Black yep. so i think the day was pretty good..i guess. i dont know what to think.. i have about 3 or 4 projects due all close to the same day.. and i havent worked on one the whole week.. which is not good at all.. ugh. happy times: -i own skylar's aka brotha's right boob while he owns my left boob -i own mac's left boob while he owns my right.. -making preps mad is fun.. --------------------- thats about all the good times i've had today.. or in the past week. so i shall leave for now. <3 lovetoall.