ello! sry i havent been updating its been busy around here, sooo yea , from now , i have a goal that goal is to update my diary everyday ill try that... ------- i got a hamster! yay shes soo cute!, me and my friends named her Helena lol yupp the awesome name, i would name it gerard but it has to be a dude hamster to namer it that, but it was a chick hamster so we named her helena. i love her!!! i think shes getting use to me now, cuz i hold her and play w/ her alot, but i'm scared to hold her w/ bare hands so i hold her with a cloth it still tickles me...lol w/ her little tiny hands and feet. awww! me and maria were talking online and she said that she was head-banging, and that there was no one to head-bang w/ so i said I'll head-bang with u! lol so i did and then she said that Helena should join us! lol that wouls be cute and hilarious to watch, lol animals that head-bang, funny stuff h how i wish it were true lol.. oh and i cried over her yesterday.. y? b/c of the bedding.. wat happened was i went out to buy helena some bedding b/c her old bedding was all pooped up. so i went to petsmart w/ my dad, and we were looking and i got one but this chick that works there asked if we need help and i said no i got wat i needed and then she said oh okh and then she turned back around and asked wats ur little critter( i guess we were getting the wrong bedding) and i said a hamster and so she said that aspen is the best but there was a HUGE ass bag of bedding and i cost bout 10.99 and we were low in budget b/c my dad just spent 100 dollars on grocery. so i asked her about the pine and cedar and she said that u should NEVER give her cedar bedding b/c it can cause her respiratory problems and i was shocked and very umm worried, so i asked her about pine and she said that pine is better than cedar but it isnt better that aspen ,so i was worried and i HAD to get the pine one b/c of my dad that said oh she'll be fine nothing's gonna happen, so i bought pine, and went home i was worried, oh my was i so worried, i went up to her and got her cage (w/ her in it) and brought it downstairs and then i was praying nothing would happen to her wen i put the bedding in, i out the bedding in and i put her back in the cage and closed the little door thing, i took her upstairs and then i looked at her and said that i just hope nothing happens to u nothing cuz i dont wat i would do, it like i was being a REAL worried parent thats wat maria said *quote* "We're parents!" *unquote*. and all of a sudden i got tears in my eyes and they fell... i cryed over a hamster i love, not like that but i mean as the 1/3 of the owner, me, maria and tessa are sharing the hamster. well my knee hurts like shit... ow.. i'm gonna go do something or play a game like fancy pants hahah, ok update Hopefully! tomoro