i am soo glad that i have friends that dont include me.. and make me feel like they could really careless about me.. i used to think that me mal and danielle were best friends and that we got along great but i guess i was wrong.. they get a long great.. and since they have boyfriends that are friends that just brings them even closer.. and i like how they are supposed to bring me home from school but yet they dont wait for me.. its wonderful.. makes me feel awesome inside!! this happens to me all the time too.. me and danielle used to be best friends and then we slowly started drifting away and she became the best of friends with mallorie and i started to hang out with heather and then danielle started to hang out with heather and then i was by myself.. well i have kjersta.. shes always there for me no matter waht.. but she has a boyfriend now too so its different when i hang out with her.. like if i want to hang out with her.. its like i have to hang out with both of them.. and her boyfriend is aweosme.. dont get me wrong.. its just nice to have some girltime.. and then heather kinda was outta of the picture because she turned like all wierd and stuff and then so it was me mal and danielle..and we would hang out and have freakin awesome tiems.. but like latley i honestly feel like they dont want me around.. like they are getting rid of me like they got rid of heather..and i feel liek a freakin loser.. i dont have that many friends that i hang out with.. and i dont want to be one of those ppl that sits home all day and does nothing because they have no one.. and since i dont have a boyfriend becuase i have given up on them.. i have like no body to hang out wiht.. and to top it all off i am like a freakin horse.. i eat all the time..and im all huge and mallorie is super little.. and danielle is getting there.. :( THIS SUCKS! matt you are an aweomse friend thank you soo much you rock! you make me smile.. i heart you!