ahh today is good.. earlier i was really freakin hyper.. and i was being completely stupid and tried to light my belly button lint on fire.. yeah i wasnt too successful.. i pretty much just burnt my belly button.. but then i went to visit a boy.. an aweosme boy.. whose name is jeff.. hes soo nice.. and hes such a stud! i had an awesome time with him... we talked the whole time..and never ran out of things to say.. i like people like that.. it makes it interesting. .. i was a little confused.. because some of his friends would call me his girlfriend and we arent dating or anything.. so what is that supposed to mean?.. but i am kinda stuck.. cuz there is like four people right now that "like" me.. one ive already dated.. but hes goin off to college and so i wont really see him that often.. but i feel really comfortable with and around him.. hes liek one of my best friends.. and then theres this kid i met a sonshine who i kept in touch with.. and we talk all the time.. and hes really super sweet.. but sometimes hes too sweet.. and he lives 3 hours away.. but hes coming to visit me this weekend.. :O.. and then theres brent.. who when i first met him was completely awesome.. he was soo fun to be around and was really nice and stuff.. and then all of a sudden he started acting like a jerk.. but he still tells me that he wants to hang out with me and stuff? but besides these three guys theres jeff.. and jeff is super sweet.. and he likes to talk to me.. and like ahh idk.. we are soo much alike.. and he doesnt live too far from me.. and hes only like a year younger.. then me.. soo what do i do?! idk.. you'd think since i think so highly of jeff it wouldnt be a big deal.. ahh i sound like a jr. higher.. i hate boys..why do they make me act like this.. i swear i am boy crazy.. ahh who knows..