so today im pretty sure that i really hate work.. and dont want to go... its such a nice day out i just want to hang out outside.. but i gotta be stuck inside at work..so not fair.. well im pretty sure that i really just want it to be summer.. im sick of school.. im sick of work.. i just want to go to the lake and go camping and go to the beach and hang out with friends.. and sleep in.. i cant wait!! so i worked all day yesterday.. and then went to peters house.. and he was supposed to be having this big ol' get together.. and i was thinking that i was going to be the last one to arrive.. and i was the first one there.. and it was like 830.. but everyone was at the warehouse.. and then like around the time that i was having to leave thats when everyone showed up.. so it didnt really go all that well.. but i still had fun with peter.. so thats cool.. i miss hawaii.. it was soo pretty there.. and nice.. and smoke free.. ugh.. i wish i couldve been there with peter... that wouldve been like the ultimate.. but only in my dreams.. apparently hes to good for hawaii.. someday.. thats where i shall have my honeymoon.. or maybe something european.. or oriental.. or something along those lines.. i guess we will see.. is it sad that whenever im not with peter i wish i were with him.. like i couldve just hung out with him and i want to be there with him again.. i am pathetic.. i know.. hes just so wonderful to be around.. and he truly likes me for me.. and like my stupid little quirks.. or at least the ones hes seen so far.. ohh man.. i miss jesica.. :( i never see her.. and i feel like shes mad at me or something.. cuz she wont talk to me anymore.. and i used to have lunch with her and peter.. but now i dont.. and it makes me sad.. cuz we became really good friends.. and like now we dont talk.. and i feel like somethings going on with her.. and im kinda worried.. but she wont talk to me.. ahh idk.. well i should head out.. and get ready for work.. adios.. --.:Jaime:.