i hate this feeling that i get.. i always just randomly get pissy.. and for no reason.. like someone could be like hey or something and id get pissed at them.. is that normal? i honestly dont get it.. ( im not always pissy.. sorry if that sounded bad) i went to the fair tonight.. woo that was NOT a blast.. i so didnt want to be there.. i was tired and crabby pretty much the whole time.. and i couldve been with jeff.. but my mom had to be gay and make me go to the fair.. you know i really wish that some people werent dumb sometimes.. like hmm.. brent.. i never freakin talk to him.. and whenever i do hes always like oh k.. yeah.. and he never talks.. and he supposedly used to like me.. and he used to be freakin aweosme.. but all of a sudden he turned ass on me.. i dont get it? i mean yeah i have jeff now so i shouldnt care.. but at the same time i dont understand.. and i talk to him online sometimes.. but like its very rare.. and when i do after like talking for about two minutes.. hes like ok im gonna go.. cya.. oh yeah.. jeff asked me out yesterday :D friday the 13th.. is that bad luck? i hope not.. i cant stop thinking about him.. and it is really wierd.. whenever we talk half the time we are like thinkin the same thing.. or we say the same thing.. is that wierd??? im goin to bed im tired..