i dont get this.. God says that he gave everyone a gift.. and that we can use them to praise him.. but i dont know what my "gift" is.. i mean im soo talented at everything.. jk.. but seriously here.. i dont know what im good at.. and its not the obvious like musicly talented or drawing or anything like that.. cuz im not that great at either of them.. although i enjoy them both.. i wish God would just slap me in the face with it.. honestly.. and like today at bc.. we talked about the Holy Spirit, and like our testimonies and stuff.. and i have received Christ as my Lord and Savior.. but i just dont ever "feel" the Holy Spirit.. and i dont know how to tell whether or not i have the Holy Spirit.. man this Christian business is hard.. and like i feel like im failing him.. becuase i havent helped any non believers to receive Christ.. but i am still learning myself.. and i feel like maybe i should try and tell others because im afriad if i do i might be telling them wrong.. those who read this.. and if you wish to.. could you please pray for me.. that i may start really living my life for Christ... and that he might open my eyes and my heart and that i might see my gifts and use them for him.... thank you...