love is amazing.. but stinks

Feeling: indulgent
i have been in love with my best friend since 8th grade(hes a guy).. and just recently we started hanging out a lot more..(because he had a girlfriend).. and like it seems as though he has feelings for me as well.. and he asked me to prom.. and brought me flowers.. and says cute things to me.. and is just an amazing guy.. but last night we talked about dating.. and he doesnt know if he wants to start anything because of hes going away for college and ill be staying here.. and he doesnt know how often he would be able to get back here.. and he knows it will take sacrifice.. but he doesnt know what to do.. and he said that we just need to pray about it..and then he told me that he loved me.. and then i left.. but i dont think he realizes how many times hes broken my heart in the past.. and my dreams are finally coming true.. and we had an awesome night last night.. and i told him to just keep it up in the air for now.. and we wont make any huge decisions yet.. so we'll see i guess..
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