what the heck does jocund mean??? umm i think i know what im gonna do.. im realizing more and more everyday that travis is aweosme.. and im really starting to like him.. yesterday after church he worked from 1:30 until 10:00 and i wanted to talk to him so bad.. it was wierd cuz like i missed him.. and then today when he brought me home he just looked so cute and he like was being so cute.. and ahh idk.. it was just great..and hes gonna be gone this whole weekend.. like hes leaving and hes going to his moms house and then hes not gonna get back until monday.. and its gonna suck because i talk to him everyday usually.. and im gonna miss him so much.. yeah and like when i would talk to peter today it just seemed wierd.. and i felt kinda uncomfortable with him...and i the fact that he makes no effort is kinda bothering me.. like the only thing that he really ever does thats cute is when i see him he smiles and me really cute and does this little head nod thing..YAY! i think i figured it out!!! but i dont want to hurt peter cuz hes a really nice and funny guy.. maybe i just wont say anything to either of them quite yet.. umm i believe mirthfulness is the best word ever invented.. its totally my new word.. and i shall use it often!